gggrrrr , yung feeling na mas pinili ya pa ang iban bagay , kaysa feeling ko . haaays . cge , ma pride ca ? mas ma pride ako . it seems that , bale wla lng ako sayu , and you keep on saying , pahingi ng # ya . pghindi cu binigay eh delete nya agad sa fb ko ? huhuhu . Damn ! he wants me to become more Numb . if dats what u want , ok ! i’ll give to you . U dont understand , because sarili mu lng ang iniisip mu , hindi pa ba sapat yong nagseselos ako ? ou , cge I admit it ! Yes ! All i want dat ur attention ay sakin lang aside from your Family, call me selfish but I know , dats the best way I can protect our relationship. eventhough I trust you so much , but im still afraid to loose you , hindi ko kayang mwala ka . :’( . but why does u dont still get it ? and it seems dat parati nalang ako umiiyak , dahil sa ugali mu . huhuhu . when are you going to realize all of use ? when im gone ? plssss, its not only about you , but its about me & our relationship . ikaw nalang nga ang taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko, ikaw pa ang nagbabalewala sa mga feelings ko :’( unfollow nlang kita sa tumblr ko & unfollow cu na din sa tumblr. cuz i know , this is the best way I can express my feelings & heartaches . Huhuhuhu :’(

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU :’(

But remember this , no matter what happen , I wont ever give up to this relationship . Thats how much I LOVE YOU :(

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Why does everybody starting to hate me ? Why ? HUHHUHUHUHUHU :’( Its not my intention mag away kayo . Yeah right ! “OPEN MINDED” but ! iba naman yung nasa isipan nyu , I can’t take it ! it seems that, they pushing me DOWN :’( What should I do? Kasalanan ba namin to, na nagmamahalan kami? I hate being Plastic, and I not that kind of person. I am not totally numb, I can still sense those people who Hates me & Likes me. But , plsssssssssssss. wag namang ganito. I respect you all. And nothing change. But why? Ang sakit ramdamin, Im easily giving up. But , I wont ! Cuz I know, this are one of those Trials in our relationship. Most important is Trust & Faith :’(

grabe . ! ur so unfair gurl , sobra2x na nga ang pgmamahal na binigay ng pinsan cu , ending pag isipan mu pa ng masama . hanip ca ! ur so unfair , hindi lng nkapunta ang pinsan ko sa bahay nyu , taking advantage na agad sayu . ?! hindi bobo ang pinsan ko , but wen it cums to u . sobrang bobo ya , ito lng masasabi ko ! wag na wag kang magpapakita sakin ! 

HAHA ! im not affected kaya ? for what pra pansinin cu kayu ? i know my man loves me so much & i trust him . So , dpat be Classy & keep ur chin up \m/

Today is our 3rd Monthsary . haay , but i already greet him . still , world war 3 pa rin kami . what should i do ? i miss him so much , i want to talk w/ him . but feel cu , ayaw nya . gusto cu lng sana malaman kng anu na ba ang estado ng relasyon nmin . masakit isipin pero wla akong magawa .