Tomorrow will be our 3rd Monthsary , but still were not fine . i did my part , but dedma . haay . what should i do ? I do really miss him , it seems that his trying to forget me . I’ve already asked an apology , he just replied “tsk !” ouch ! HUHUHU it feels so bad . so what does it means ? please , don’t do this to me , I’m trying to be a good person , but how ? your the one whose pushing me away from you . I know in myself I’m NUMB . But when it comes to you , I am weak . But , if that’s the case , maybe i should give you some space , time otherwise FREEDOM . But i want you know , that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . And no matter what happen , I’m still here waiting for you . Mr. Joevin De Vera , advance HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY :’( and ILOVEYOUSOMUCH MYBABYLOVE .